Oh rly?

Heh..

Kueh added me in friendster today. Talk about long forgotten. Secondary school for me was all about laughter, we would always find something to laugh about, it didn't matter what we talk, all you needed to get a your excessive daily doses of laughter is to go right back to the class and join Edric the Joker and the rest of the gang. Man.. fun times.

Me and Edric go way back to form 3. He was a different person then. Really different. He, Vimalan and Kueh were trying to influence me to do bad things. They tried, but it wasn't enough to bring me down cause I'm strong like that.

Yo!

But being amogst people like him was really fun. There wasn't a single day where you don't go home smiling, I added 10 years from all that smiling. The saseme street theme song being modified into something really sad and perverted. Those were the times.

This was a draft from 8/17/05. It's about damm time i finished what I started.
Being in a guys school wasn't that bad. I didn't have to go through the shit I'm going through now.

Sorry for the lack of updates and the melancholy posts. I needed somewhere to vent the feelings and someone to take notice, didn't matter who it was. I'm still feeling like shit though, for those who are still concern. But today's post isn't going to be how bad I'm feeling, because I'm starting to feel sick and tired of having these mood swings, and my knuckles are starting to hurt from the frequent wall-punching. Not good.

Anyways, I'm currently having my finals. Had 2 papers today, 11.30am and 3pm. Didn't feel like stuyding after the paper in the afternoon, nap, dinner, laptop, touch notes, arrange, laptop, see notes, laptop, open notes, laptop, laptop, laptop, read notes, laptop x 100. And I am here typing this to you. Such a productive day.

Oh.. forgot to mention that I've got a paper tomorrow too, and I'm not done studying. How wonderful.

I won't be back in Klang for like another week. Then I'll be busy finding more sponsors back in Klang for my trip to Shanghai on the 12th May. And I'll be here in my hostel 2 weeks prior the trip for a crash course, and to attend a 3 day HEP camp for the orientation facilitator. Yep, you heard me right, Shenyang's gonna be in a camp. 2 camps to be precise. Another camp in Pulau Pemangil off Pulau Tioman, a smaller island, but just as far. Can you imagine it, 4-5 hours off coast, that's like... so fucking far.

I think that you'd be more surprised that I'll be going to be a facilitator (Pembantu Mahasiswa - PM). Unbelievable right? I mean, Shenyang the nice and quiet guy is going be shouting at juniors (guys only, I use charm with the girls) with such joy on his face. You'd be even MORE surprised when I tell you that I'll be DANCING.


I'M GONNA BE DANCING ZAPIN. Surprised? Unbelievable? Believe it. I'm making so many surprises i think I'm gonna produce Shenyang's believe it or not. It'll be such a hit.

Hmmmm... I can't wait... Wait.. I'll take that back. To tell you the truth, I've no idea why I'm doing any of this anymore. Hmm... it couldn't be THAT bad right? Of course it wouldn't, it'll be much worst.

Anyways, I'm starting to miss my friends back in Klang. Familiar faces that I can trust in keeping secrets. Special thanks for Zhao Ying, Jon, Kar Hseng, Jiunn Hau for being a place where I can confide my feelings, and the rest of you who are reading this. Thank you. Will update more after the finals. Can't wait to get back to meet all of you.

Note: Dude and XB(Xiao Boy, I'll be refering him to XB now) got another monster. Yeah.. monster. Go figure.

And to round things up, here's the pic of the post. Something to summarize what I'm feeling right now.

Have a nice weak people, I'll see you soon.