Oh rly?

And I got a damm good reason for that. You remember your parents saying that what you do as a kid decides what you become in the future? Well... for that reason, it is absolutely, totally, safe to say that I rule.

See it for yourself, I've got proof.

I even had my own evil laugh going on there. 'Nuff said.

I'm so proud of myself. *Sniff*

You know... It's been a hard week and all. Not the kind where you work your ass out and feel really tired about it. It's the kind where you sit your ass down, do nothing when your exam's around the corner, don't give a rats shit about that, and everything else that's happening around you while you think about things that shouldn't be really bothering you because you've already been through it and settled the score. Then you start to feel real down and depressed cause you know you've settled that.. But you don't know why does it have to come back and haunt you. After that.. You start to think about how you should have dealt with the matter.. Even though you know that it didn't really matter anymore.. Cause it's something of the past and most importantly because YOU SETTLED THE DAMM SCORE! Then you start to feel mellow about it and it DISTRACTS YOU FROM EVERY SINGLE DAMM THING YOU DO.

And the worst thing is that you can't tell anyone about it.. cause it'll have bad bad implications. BAD. Like real bad bad, something like losing one of your limbs. And your head. I mean you lose your head cause you lost your limbs. And from then on... You're in deep shit, and everything is thrown off equilibrium and Le' Chatellier isn't there to save your from that imbalance, no increase in forward/backward reactions, you'll just remain in deep shit. Deep deep shit.

So that was how my week was, I didn't tell anyone about it, settled it myself and I've moved on. BUT THE DAMM THING JUST HAD TO HAUNT ME, as if my sub-consciousness isn't happy on how I dealt with it. Well... Sub-conscious Shenyang, up your sub-conscious ass, bugger. I'm done with it. I'm gonna go study right now and you god damm memories everything I read into your little sub-conscious mind. Shit ass.

October is also the month where you feel a *lie*little*lie* pinch in your pocket.

Happy bithday to..


Ahaks, branch leader. Such calibre. She's take on world leader soon. XD




And of course a few more people who I'm too lazy to mention.

Happy... happy... B'day. You guys had better enjoyed the cake. I mean it.

Meh.. we're already in the month of June, that's like half way through the year and it only seemed that I welcomed the new year drunk only a couple months ago. Yeah yeah.. I know exactly that 6 months IS a couple of months my brain hasn't decomposed to such a state where I wouldn't know how long 6 months is. 6 months is a couple of months!

6 months huh? Six frigging long months has passed and it only seemed that I welcomed the new year drunk only a couple weeks ago.

This exactly shows how long I've been neglecting this spot. Again. Meh.. It's already September and soon it's be over, October will be upon us in no time. Which also brings about the dreaded finals in it's wake. Die.

On another note, I'm proud to announce that I can now tie my hair in such a fashion.

Oh.. which also reminds me that I'm already 20, like I care anyway. Psssssh. My friends did though, cause they had a good time creaming me. Meh.. man did they did a good job, I was sniffing pieces of chocolate cheesecake up my nostrils the entire night. Thanks for that guys.

Experiences during my uni life will be up soon. Yeah.. I wished that I could trust myself when I say soon.

There won't be any work for me for the next few weeks! I told boss a week ago that I was going to quit end of this month and today is the end of the month! Akakakakkaz, got paid and left the place. Boss said she appreciated my work and she's willing to take me in if I'm on holidays and what not. Whatever boss!

But I didn't tell the kids that I'll be gone, I wonder how their reaction will be.

Audrey, Ashwin, Daniel x3(3 different daniels if you're wondering), Angel, Chee Chuan, Yi Ping, Nuva, Ri Zhou, Tian Yin, Alex, Sharma, Satishan, Surenthran, Rueben, Prasant, Karthik, Trishan, Veron, Hung Cheong, Vimal, Thivvya, Sie Unn, Pavitra, Harvieen, Haresh, Ethan, Lilian, Eireen, Soo Sun and her sister (forgot name =PpPP). Ohhh oh.. And not forgetting Megan and Sher Rou. I can tell you now with full confidence that Klang will be filled with pretty girls in the next decade or so. =X

It's been a pleasure to teach those kids. But I've got enough of teaching each kid how to do algebra, simple division, or subtraction (OMG, horror) for the rest of the year.

But something happened today that made me believe that I made the right choice. A mother to a student today did something really, uh.. you decide. She was at the door which I just so happen to walk pass, I saw her, with her head tilted abit to the side, smiled with her half closed eyes and gave me wave only kawaii-wannabe girls <15 years of age are capable of.

My multi-tasking brain was momentarilly trying to figure out a solution for a log question and figuring how to tell boss about my resignation, shutted down at that instant and gave me a WTF warning.I walked back to my table with my brain slowly rebooting trying to comprehend what actually happen, I realised that, shit, I really made the right move to quit today.

I shit you not, you don't want to see that coming from a women aged >30. NEVER. The horror.. Maybe it's a new genre of horror movie that she discovered.. herself. Stephen Spielberg could use her script to make award winning shows featuring Tom Cruise. Again.

AKAKAKAKAKA.

I'm still trying to figure out how to spend the money I earned. Having a hard time figuring that out, even before that horror filled event.

Yeah.. I did open the door, took me some time to remember that I did. Damm woman!

'Cos I like it so. But I would be lying if I told you that.

I've been blog hopping lately and I noticed that my writing skills aren't even up to par with average bloggers, how depressing. =(

Honestly, I got a band 5 in MUET without knowing what verbs, tenses, nouns are and possibly every other technical aspects of the English language. With a limited vocabulary and knowing not how to use bombastic words even when I know what they mean, partially. I think.

I do not read articles in full, instead I scan and somehow only read important keywords and make up the rest of the story using common sense. I guess this implicated me in such a way that I'm unable to apply things that I already know. Maybe it's because I'm not much of a reader, and I don't write much unless I have to. Perhaps it's because of the way I was brought up and taught. Whatever it is, I am much aware that pointing the finger to anyone only result in 4 of my own fingers pointing back at me, because I didn't put in any noticeable effort that could change all this.

Such display of ignorance to my own mistake nonetheless would only put me at loss. I have to pull through and I will do it.

Expect increased frequencies of posts, and poorly constructed sentences.